Friday, June 30, 2006
Club nite was soooo bad last night!! I did a 1.15.94 for my 100 back, 2.24 for my 200 free and 2.43 for my 200 im!!!! OMG! it sucks... After I finished the 100 back, which by the way,, I didnt slack at all, I was really grumpy... even grumpier than I was during training that night... Then, after he 200 free, I cried... oops... I dont think that the only reason I cried was because I did a bad time. I think it was because of other reasons too.... but I have no idea what... My mum caught me crying and attempted to console me.... meanwhile, coach fung was calling my name to report... After the little talk my mum had with me for crying, mum to told me to go swim the 200 im, whch I was sooo no tin the mood for doing at that moment. So i was relieved when jaan got the swmmers up on the blocks to start the heat that I was supposed to be racing in. But that moment of happiness was gone, when jaan saw me hiding in the changing rooms.. damn! So he got the swimmers to step down and waited for me to join everyone else... hmph... I was sooooo mad that night... When I came home last night, I was in a better mood, and thinking about what had happened at club night, I felt that it was silly the way I acted, besieds, It was only club night rite? But somehow, I was in an extremely bad mood last night and this morning in training... And I felt guity about being annoyed at jaan... So I decided to go apologise to him today...lol...
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